Having a guy humming Neil Diamond next to you while you are trying to research for an assignment is not very ideal situation to be in. So does the fact that the library computer is excruciatingly slow and you can't seem to get what you're looking for. I'm most certainly not appreciating this moment of my life. Thus, that painkiller suddenly seem so tempting. But then again, since college started, when hasn't it? Sorry, self emo-ing is definitely not my thing. For now, I shall leave you with an unnecessary fact for you to ponder on. (I got it from listening to Hitz.fm, P.S. JQ, you can skip this)



TOP 5 Uses Of The Internet in 2007/2008 (if i'm not mistaken)

1)To stream/watch pornography materials
2)To view samples of pornography materials
3)To download pornography materials
4)To subcribe to pornography websites
5)To upload pornography materials

*I need special help*

P.S. I can't wait for Saturday

Familiar grounds, Starbucks, and blinking promises.

It was a happy farewell... surprisingly... I dedicate all the best of luck to my two friends who help made A Levels fun ( A very rare pair, A levels and fun )... We had it at TGI Fridays and planned to have a surprise 'birthday party' eventhough their birthday was so far far away. but hey! it's never to early to celebrate anything. True to the Fridays traditions, both of them did sing (actually only the guy) and found the cherry in the pile of cream which was pushed to their faces. Anyways, thanks a lot you two, from the bottom of my heart. Chia Khuan for bearing my broken 'hua yu' and Wey Kiat for always tumpang-ing me... Most of all both of you for being a friend.. Have a blast at UK!

Chia Khuan

Wey Kiat (Centre)


Streamyx is being very annoying again.(Refrain from swearing, man) How long can one take to renew an account? 7 working days, maybe I'll accept, but 2 weeks?! I have no comment. Nothing at all. So, my post would be very irregular these few weeks. Even right now, I writing this at Starbucks. It's kinda sad I have to really admit. B&^%H...



Finally, I managed to play basketball after a long while. Gotten rusty... Back aching... Oohh..but heck, it was fun running around with Zac, Aaron, Imran, Amirul, Teoh and his brother(which i have yet know how to spell his name)... Ash joined us later for cc... that was just funny to even think about....

Enough said for now... I don't have the mood, blogging from cc. More pics to be uploaded soon from the farewell...

P.S. I sincerely pray that I'm able to do what I need to do... Amen...

Mischieves And Defamation

I was chatting with JQ just now. Sorry, no scandal happen. One thing lead to another and I found myself being questioned whether I am a homosexual or not. With all the respect I have for them, I denied the allegations and went on by stating I was pretty sure about it. Being JQ, she'd always give a very straight forward suggestion, kiss a girl. Finding the idea rather odd and very interesting (wonder why?) I asked which girl in the world would accept a kiss from a guy just prove that he's not a homosexual. She laughed. No question to why that happened. But in the end, how can you be sure of your own sexuality? You might say, I just know. In the end, I told her that one of these days I might randomly come and say, ' JQ, I need to know' and the actions that followed (Don't get it? GOOD!) Then, she called Amirul. He and I had a pep talk. Which resulted in me being scrutinised for scaring JQ and being unsure of my sexuality. All in all, I have no further comment, we're still cool, you know what i'm saying? (PR Gimmick 101).

Time to brain-storm about nonsense... Stare at the wall...

Le Roman D'Amour

Have you heard this line before, 'I'll wait for you as long as it takes', or something like that? (I'm not a big fan of cheesy lines). I was reading this blog post about how a guy(my friend) who patiently awaits this girl(also my friend) to respond to his overwhelming love. As long as I remember knowing him, he has always had his eyes on her. That was 6, 7 years ago. And all this time this girl has been rejecting him time after time after time. Maybe they had a spark or two which i didn't know but hey, point blank fact, they didn't officially get together. But, he's still waiting... I wonder what's he waiting for? Hope? Miracle? A Fairy Tale End? I like some of you might say he's wasting his life away on lost cause, but then again who are we to say it's a lost cause?



If there was a guideline for these sort of things it probably won't be any easier too. I'm just saying, who knows it might come in handy. Having titles like Dating For Dummies isn't gonna make anyone feel better. However, the question begs, Where do one draw a line between loyalty of love and obession? I kept telling him it was foolish to wait, but sometimes I feel bad for the times I've told him so. How could someone who lost all ounce of love in his heart advise his friend who's heart is overflowing with it... I was brought back to the past when it all fell apart, where I was left devastated. Left to sweep away the broken pieces of my heart on the ground. With every piece, I cried out a prayer, hoping she might come back.





That was ancient history.





Nowadays, I find myself avoiding the topic of love. Sure, I can talk about relationships anytime and flirt all the time but most of those times (say 99%) my mind not my heart that takes over.


Most certainly if I could in out of the ordinary come across someone who can open my heart and fill it with a little bit of love, I'd give it a second try. Till then, I'm just another cold heartless being who rented his soul to the corrupted nonsense of the world.





P.S. To those who didn't get the previous post, don't try, i typed it out of boredom.

The Man Of Countless Masks

Do I seem different today? Like another person entirely
At times I'm tense, At times I look like a fool.
Before you know it, Gasp! Who are you?
Well it's me, how can't you see?

I cry while I laugh
I shout while I whisper
I break down while appearing calm
Am I still the biggest liar in town?

Hate me, love me, despise me, whichever that pleases your heart
However, do keep in mind
Do not judge the man you see
It's just one of his countless masks for you and me

Another Improbable 31st Of August

I know, I know, it's a little late but Happy Merdeka! 1Malaysia! Again! In the different way from last year! Alright, enough already... It's the same bloody (forgive me) message that repeats itself every year... UNITY! PATRIOTISM! AHH! but somehow still finding ourselves in the same 'hole' we feel into since the beginning of time... Our Greatgrandparents (or great great, whichever that applies to you) have been complaining bout it back then, and probably are still at it. But just maybe it's all gonna change or NOT... It depends whether you look at a glass of water half empty or half full...

Another thing that always seems to stay the same is the fact that everyone celebrates. Everyone is always looking for a reason to celebrate... Well, at least I do... This year I celebrated my 31st of August with a different bunch... With just slightly over a month worth of acquintances between us, it was pretty amazing stuff... But it wasn't all high notes for everyone... The hangovers ( yup... the hangovers ), the recent allergy discovery by yours truly (it had change my lifestyle for life) and unpleasant humping in the mornings... Anyways some pics of last night

Imran And Mei

Aaron

YOurs Truly

Amirul And Izz being good people, by playing Winning Eleven

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remainder

In the end, everyone lived happily ever after
Amirul's 'Morning After'

Thanks a million, Izz for letting use your place to hang out and all. And Another shout out to Zac ,Wai Aik, Christine and Kit, who was with us earlier for a big 'buka puasa'. No pics as I was busy eating... (I have no comment)... Maybe this one shud be enough

There were a lot of WATERMELONS

P.S. Where was JQ, Michelle and Serene?

Finger Cuts, Health Drinks, And 'When You're Lost' Ego

Looking forward to a relaxed 'buka puasa' with my friends, I came to college earlier than supposed to print out some stuff for assignments... It was raining so I brought an umbrella along

But in the edn, I found myself at the entrance with JQ, Amirul, Imran and Mei, going back to their car... after I walked all the way... Never mind... They didn't have any umbrella, so, only I tried to fit everyone under one umbrella which never work... After dropping them at Amirul's car, I went back to my car, fold the umbrella in and then, cut! Sigh... third finger cut in two days.. First was while cleaning my guitar, which I didn't noticed the sharp end... Second was a blur... Can't remember... And the third... well now you know...

The Second (smaller one) And The Third Cut

And so, I there I was with my bleeding finger, 'lost' in Asian Avenue... But I wasn't really lost, I just passed by my friends a couple of times without realising it... Speaking of being lost or circling around the spot where you suppose to head, the other day, actually it was yesterday... Aaron, Amirul, Imran and I were at Klang, finding for JQ's house before heading to the movies. So, in short, we went merry-go-round looking for if I'm not mistaken Solok Batu Unjur 3 but we managed to find were heck a lot of Lorong and Jalans... In the end, she asked us to wait at the football field. As we made our way to the football field we discovered we been making circles aorund her house without knowing.... Amirul was like 'No man, we still have our ego to take care of' I was left to wonder what in God's name can ego give us.....

We then head to Mei's place which has the old school look which was quite cool, for me anyways.. We saw her dogs and they were scared till one of them was having the saddest face ever... Imran tried almost everything but nothing worked.... So, we left the dog alone.. Don't wanna traumatise the sad fella... After that, we went to watch Orphan and seriously, nothing scary but it's by far, one the most disturbing movies I have ever watched. It would be ill-advised to watch it.

Zooming to Asian Avenue... Bleeding finger and everything.... Thank You JQ for the plaster! 'buka puasa' was at Wendy's... I know.... Fast food is not the most ideal menu but really sometimes it's all about the company you have.... And we had a fun today... From spilling drinks and making fun of each other... Ahh... It brightens the day to think about it.... And basically did nothing else except I'm chatting with Imran now while writing this up... and oh yeah... here's an example of what I drink almost every morning... I dedicate this my friends who were wondering what it looks like... Bon' Appe'tite!

P.S. Zack And Miri Makes A Porno was awesome... Thanks Aaron! =)