Have you heard this line before, 'I'll wait for you as long as it takes', or something like that? (I'm not a big fan of cheesy lines). I was reading this blog post about how a guy(my friend) who patiently awaits this girl(also my friend) to respond to his overwhelming love. As long as I remember knowing him, he has always had his eyes on her. That was 6, 7 years ago. And all this time this girl has been rejecting him time after time after time. Maybe they had a spark or two which i didn't know but hey, point blank fact, they didn't officially get together. But, he's still waiting... I wonder what's he waiting for? Hope? Miracle? A Fairy Tale End? I like some of you might say he's wasting his life away on lost cause, but then again who are we to say it's a lost cause?
If there was a guideline for these sort of things it probably won't be any easier too. I'm just saying, who knows it might come in handy. Having titles like Dating For Dummies isn't gonna make anyone feel better. However, the question begs, Where do one draw a line between loyalty of love and obession? I kept telling him it was foolish to wait, but sometimes I feel bad for the times I've told him so. How could someone who lost all ounce of love in his heart advise his friend who's heart is overflowing with it... I was brought back to the past when it all fell apart, where I was left devastated. Left to sweep away the broken pieces of my heart on the ground. With every piece, I cried out a prayer, hoping she might come back.
That was ancient history.
Nowadays, I find myself avoiding the topic of love. Sure, I can talk about relationships anytime and flirt all the time but most of those times (say 99%) my mind not my heart that takes over.
Most certainly if I could in out of the ordinary come across someone who can open my heart and fill it with a little bit of love, I'd give it a second try. Till then, I'm just another cold heartless being who rented his soul to the corrupted nonsense of the world.
P.S. To those who didn't get the previous post, don't try, i typed it out of boredom.
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