Finger Cuts, Health Drinks, And 'When You're Lost' Ego

Looking forward to a relaxed 'buka puasa' with my friends, I came to college earlier than supposed to print out some stuff for assignments... It was raining so I brought an umbrella along

But in the edn, I found myself at the entrance with JQ, Amirul, Imran and Mei, going back to their car... after I walked all the way... Never mind... They didn't have any umbrella, so, only I tried to fit everyone under one umbrella which never work... After dropping them at Amirul's car, I went back to my car, fold the umbrella in and then, cut! Sigh... third finger cut in two days.. First was while cleaning my guitar, which I didn't noticed the sharp end... Second was a blur... Can't remember... And the third... well now you know...

The Second (smaller one) And The Third Cut

And so, I there I was with my bleeding finger, 'lost' in Asian Avenue... But I wasn't really lost, I just passed by my friends a couple of times without realising it... Speaking of being lost or circling around the spot where you suppose to head, the other day, actually it was yesterday... Aaron, Amirul, Imran and I were at Klang, finding for JQ's house before heading to the movies. So, in short, we went merry-go-round looking for if I'm not mistaken Solok Batu Unjur 3 but we managed to find were heck a lot of Lorong and Jalans... In the end, she asked us to wait at the football field. As we made our way to the football field we discovered we been making circles aorund her house without knowing.... Amirul was like 'No man, we still have our ego to take care of' I was left to wonder what in God's name can ego give us.....

We then head to Mei's place which has the old school look which was quite cool, for me anyways.. We saw her dogs and they were scared till one of them was having the saddest face ever... Imran tried almost everything but nothing worked.... So, we left the dog alone.. Don't wanna traumatise the sad fella... After that, we went to watch Orphan and seriously, nothing scary but it's by far, one the most disturbing movies I have ever watched. It would be ill-advised to watch it.

Zooming to Asian Avenue... Bleeding finger and everything.... Thank You JQ for the plaster! 'buka puasa' was at Wendy's... I know.... Fast food is not the most ideal menu but really sometimes it's all about the company you have.... And we had a fun today... From spilling drinks and making fun of each other... Ahh... It brightens the day to think about it.... And basically did nothing else except I'm chatting with Imran now while writing this up... and oh yeah... here's an example of what I drink almost every morning... I dedicate this my friends who were wondering what it looks like... Bon' Appe'tite!

P.S. Zack And Miri Makes A Porno was awesome... Thanks Aaron! =)

Honeymoon, A Dip And A Slow Ride Home

Monday is definitely not one of the better days in the week... In fact, anyone looking forward to a Monday is either , about to get laid, got a promotion and it would be the first day on the job, your birthday or whichever puts a smile on your faces and a longer than usual hard-on. I got up today to find newspaper advertistments on miracle cures, like those instant weight loss products, for english class today... There was no smile on my face and most certainly, no 'hard-on's

Classes was as usual... Noisy and productive... finally, learned my basic grammar... Seriously if you would have asked me any, I'd probably reply "I don't know" or "what the hell are taking bout?" So yea... very productive class today. After class, I made my way to B1 where the guys were having lunch... my 'grandparents' with their usual loving attics...suddenly the loving attics got weird...

Half way eating, Serene tap my shoulder, "You know right, they are official already"... Is it?... Haha... In the end, they told me everything and congrats were flying across the table like WW2.
The next few hours were spent looking at their 'honeymoon' moments. It leaves the soul feeling a lil' lonely sometimes... Anyways "Congratulations And Celebrations..." (is that even correct?)

Continuing from being the 'lamp post' part... There i was half asleep, ignorant to the surroundings, suddenly awoken to a sound of snapping fingers.... thus, a sight for sore eyes...
JQ!

Okok, reverse a bit, while being the lamp post, i was there with the honeymooners waiting for her. And they were saying
T : wat you doing la....
me : blending in
T : you wear red how to blend in?
me : Ok la i take off my shirt and jump into the pond la
T : haha no need la...
me : maybe la if JQ come i might actually do it

*get it now..?*

So, there i was bare footed, with JQ right behind me, then in i went to the pond... splish splash watever.... It was ok except for the tiny stones at the bottom.... when i went back up i noticed that the pile of tiny stones was only a small part of the pond and of all places.... I thank you very much JQ!!

After that wet incident, she offered me ride back home... =) I being excited as i was quickly wore my shoe and was off in no time.... She had to pick some things from her fren's place, so i tagged along leaving behind the 'I'm tired of mentioning those two again'... and fast forwarding everything (nothing worth mentioning except for the conversation we had on the way to her car, which it's not worth sharing either, so buzz off)

Unfortunately for JQ, we got stuck in a jam... it's kinda sucky to drive in a jam, i noe... But sometimes it's not the worst thing to happen if you have friends to keep you company... especially if you have one who can talk about her recent honeymoon and the other to annoy with a song that only a minority which includes you know... yeah.... that song is damn familiar but somehow, it doesn't ring any bells... i'm even annoyed just by typing it now..

anyways.... too much babble is tiresome.... i'm lazy to continue so for now no one to promote yet..

L - onely
A - nd
M- oody
P - erson
P -robably
O -n
S -ecretive
T -erms

wat the hell?! getting lamer by the second...

Boredom And Inspirations From A Wall

Just surviving from a packed week with everything that was fun and necessary, I found myself back again with plenty work and dreaded obligations. In the midst of this face-slapping boredom, I decided to just roam around mindlessly around the Internet, which was one of the top things not to do, as stated in an time management article. but then again, i was too annoyed to bother...

However, to my surprise, after a series of blog hopping, I was left deep in thought about life as it as. About my friends and their 'hidden' emotions. And this reminded me of a saying, 'A person is only at true self when they are alone'. I refused to believe it at first. I used to believe that one can be true to themselves even when they are not alone, they just needed to find a 'family' to belong to. And yet, I still find many unwiped spots on the window to their souls. If we are only so fortunate to see it clearly and maybe, have none of these spots ourselves.

Who are we to kid... God? our close ones? or ourselves? I'm stuck... Being torn into a million bits... (two actually) On one hand, I believe that there's a good reason that some things are personal, that no one should be involved at all. On the other, I believe that some things aren't meant to be kept inside cause it will kill you, rip you apart, or whatever that relates to sadness.. that those burdens are meant to be shared with someone you trust... But who?? Question... Question.... I maybe a hypocrite but nowadays what's new??





Yet, despite all the pain involved in revealing the truth, maybe it is for the better to see thing as they are, as soon as we can. Cause there's no certainty that you can hide the pain forever. This buried pain will only get chucked on by layers of layers of lies, false impressions and worst of all, at the end of it, a 'nail' that could just put an abrupt end to a beautiful relationship. And now, a split road lies ahead and it's coming fast... Pick one...





*Funny thing this post, it came from staring at the wall... Wonder what concoction comes next...


A song maybe?

My Bad

sorry bout the previous post not having the pics... my internet has a lil prob... anyways here's Aaron...

And here's the page 22

A Lame Discovery And A Busy Week Ahead

I thought it was a nice discovery when I actually found it out.... Unfortunately, it was indeed a LAME one.

It was just a few days ago when I realised why the name Lee Jian Quin sounded so familiar when i first heard it... Confused?? It all started when I was signing up for my degree in communications programme... i was reading thru the prospectus and all that was making me exceptionally sleepy that morning... As i closed the book on page 22, this girl came upon my mom and i and said, "Ok, sign here and here, and your done," then i was read thru the letter of acceptance, she beemed at me "Eh, you're doing the same course as me, hi, i'm JQ..." Replying as how i always do, "Oh, Hi, I'm Sean." "nice to meet you" she replied as she scrambled her way thru the busy office with the signed letter.. "JQ.... where the heck did i heard that name from?"
Being me again, i instantly brushed it off, telling myself i imagining too much stuff.

Little did i know that this name would appear again on the folded page 22 as i was cleaning my room and by that time she was my favourite 'aunty'... ( It's ok if you don't get it... It's just a guy who discovered he just meet a girl he was reading about in a propectus ) I know.. i know... put your hands up in a 'L' shape... Just put it in my face...

page 22

 

Next up, oh yeah, the busy week ahead... let's see..

TUES - dinner wit berries
WED - hang out at izz's place until dunno wat time
THURS - Kareoke, duet competition, etc. etc. A lot of singing involved
FRI - Full Day of Lecture... wake me up when lectures ends
SAT - involves being a driver.... not sure what's that all about
SUN - free? i think so...

last but not least.... i promise Aaron to promote him a bit.... so here's a preview of him...

Works out, plays the guitar well, knows the Thriller dance routine, likes Miley Cyrus and much much more.... So just check him at the premium package at his web site... (which will be revealed if he decides to have one)

A - mazing

A - nd

R -eally

O -utstanding

N -ice Guy

That's all I have right now.... I dunno how else to describe him.... Your loss if you pass on this guy...

ENOUGH SAID...

I'm definitely not paid enough for this...

Of Foundation And Tortoise Piss...

Don't mind the title... Anyways, I thought I begin this with a more happy start. As many emo things have happen recently, i have decide it's best to avoid such topics. Oh yeah, just started foundation in communication. I shall repeat myself (hopefully) for the last time. yes, i was in degree in communication but i didn't fulfil the requirement which i got kick out then transferred to july intake instead of next years foundations bec of the confidence the program director had in me.... I thank you so much, but still, honestly, i was piss as hell of myself...

now.... the good stuff.... i started all over again.... new friends again... new sets of people to adapt to.... woohoo..... hoo.. hoo.. Forget it...

Class was ok.... haven't reach the fun stuff yet. its full of sitting down and listening. and a lil writing.... still "woo-hoo-ing" i suppose.???? well thats pretty much it... I refrain from naming some of my new found friends cause seriouslly I WILL FORGET SOMEONE. and that someone would be annoyed and everything that follows

Or maybe I'm Just Lazy.... Whichever you're comfortable with....

Now, for the second part is that on the way home, i found a star tortoise... It's looks a lil like..

It was crawling, walking, strolling or (wat the hell you call a tortoise crossing the street). taking it's own sweet time. My mom was like "Go take la, after car sure bang it wan".... Then, I pick it up and got back on the car. My mom warned me "Be careful ar, it'll piss when it's scared". true enuf it piss all over my lap.... :-) So there you go... it's at home now... If you know anyone that lives at SS17 with a missing tortoise that looks like this. dont't feel free to call me.... just say hi here and maybe i'd return it to you.... Just joking... but i was serious bout the don't call me part....

And Finally, ended the day with a long chat at msn courtersy of ny beloved berry family... who had fun at amirul's place.... I was there in spirit ( according to Christine and Mei ) in a form of a BLUE BALLOON ( you'd get it later... )

it's ok if you don't know them (probably safer)....

Family Tree

There's MORE from where we all came from... But for now it's all i could get.... Thanks Mei for allowing me to use this pics (she does not know).... What a Day...